So im on my way back from a great dinner date wit my girl and i get a surprising call from my mom. I could hear it in her voice tht she was sad and had somethin to say and sure enough i was right. She called to say due to some uncontrollable circumstances she won’t be able to Fly down for my graduation. She said there were things she had to take care of first before she could come down. So I said ok it’s fine I’m not gonna be mad at u for somethin u can’t control but it sucks cuz i really miss u and never see u. I could hear it In her voice that it was really really hard for her to tell me. And i never doubted her love for me one but i feel like she’s not tellin me somethin in fear that i will get worried about her and stressed. I ended the conversation sayin i miss you and that I loved her. It took a few seconds to set in after but I couldn’t hold back my tears and started crying because my mom who raised me wont be there to share my proudest moment..this fucking sucks